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Friday, December 19, 2008

this is just for my personal use.


The bolded segment is the faulty argument here. No single word can be a "curse" by itself, it's all about context and usage. Saying "go to hell" would indisputably be a curse. But "hell" by itself is obviously not a curse.

Get rid of the notion that cussing=cursing. The fact that the two words sound similar means nothing. Cussing is a modern slang term adopted to refer to the use of profanity. Cursing as it is used in the Bible refers to cursing others. It is not enough to just cite Bible verses that forbid cursing and say they apply to cussing. They're not interchangeable.


stubbing your toe, and yelling shit or fuck is not cursing.
people say it could be cursing the pain but..

, you're using an exclamation. Otherwise, you'd be equally cursing the pain when you say "ouch" or "UGH!"

Sin is in the meaning, not the word. You can use the word to very little relevance to its original meaning. For example, if someone said that I did an f'ing awesome job, that's not a curse in the least. Instead, that's supposed to be encouraging; but the word was used because it has emotional charge of extremism -- that is, it has become a word-particle for setting a tone. In this case, it would be like saying I did "a [extremely/radically] awesome job."

Most "curse" words are treated like this. They are often used for curses; but they, since they are used as curses, can convey exaggeration or hyperbole instead of vulgarity or perversion.

But when they are used as curses, they are on par with any other word that is used as a curse (even if it isn't a "curse-word").

That's my point; cursing a person is different from cursing an object. The former is obviously forbidden, but I can't think of any Biblical reason why the latter is wrong. (jesus curses a fig tree)




Tuesday, December 02, 2008

ive been through so much crap in my life
i really wish that god would just give me
a point in my life
where i dont kill myself over it
likke
why cant i have a normal college experience?
wtih a job?!
and freaking no depression!
its freaking rediculous
drug using fathers, abusing step father, poverty, when will this madness end?!
  but i treat that as if it is nothing
and yet somehow,
i have to take anti depressants
bcause i think no one likes me
how freaking elton john is that?!
i amnot a like able guy, i mean i am.
and i know it
but i hate being the guy that is there
just to make people laugh, and feel gross, so they feel better about themselves.
when i get nothign out of it.
i have no true friends
that like
show me love back
everyone just freaking gives me crap all the time
and i dont give a crap if they call it kidding around
im not someone that people can just freaking make fun of,
even if they are kidding
its been getting freaking rediculous
to the point where i jsut want to tell them to SHUT THE FUCK UP
and just walk away.
i freaking hate being walked on all the time
why cant people just have an awesome conversation with me
or just hang out with me
with out putting me down
or without making me feel like all im there for is to make them laugh
or be that guy
that is oh man
THAT GUY
i LOVE THAT GUY
i feel like i have no identity
exept as the person who has no identity
  m just getting freaking tired.
of being the nicest that i can ever be
and not get any respect for it
and when i complain about it
they say i bring it on myself.




Thursday, February 21, 2008

ive been noticing that theres a few people that just keep looking at my blogs.
that i dont know.
so.
comment. lol
introduce yourself.

oh.
wanna hear somethign alarming?
40 48 57 72
yea.
thats staggaring.
if you wanna know what it means,
ask



Wednesday, February 20, 2008

hmm.

was that bullet meant for me?

:(
sometimes i wonder.
what would of happened.
if i wouldnt of slipped in.
ugh.

i have an enormous stack of money.
honestly.
hundreds of thousands of dollars.
but, i keep it in a little shoe box under my bed.
because,
there isnt a bank that i think is safe enough to keep my money in.
soooooooo,
apon looking at banks,
i found one that wasnt the best,
there was a horrible security guard,
it was a fire hazard,
and it didnt really have much money in it.

buuut, i figured maaaaybe my money could help that bank get on track.
so i opened an account with her anyways :(
which was a  baaaaad idea.
because, even tho i didnt even put any money in there, and i only opened an account,
the other banks will look at my bank history,
and see that i opened an account at this certain stupid bank :(

so its goign to be freaking hard to find a good bank that i can invest in, because of this stupid mistake.
i did however, find one that was pretty much ok with it. and it was a greaaaaaat bank. amazing security guard, System, and motin dectector cameras. and the hole thing was fireproof, and plus, it was run by a monestary, so i know that my stuff wouldnt get stolen by the corrupted employess.
but,
idk.
theres a big contract thing that needs to be gone over, and a bunch of legal stuf fhas to happen first.
i hope that it works out wtih this bank tho.
it sure is an awesome bank.

but untill then, ill still dish out some money to certain people.
that need it.



Wednesday, February 13, 2008

i love kyle meyer.......



Jason Payne

"hey i never got to tell you thanks for taking me under your wing...i really wouldn't be who i am if you wouldn't have. i look up to you like a big brother and i totally respectyou. thank you so much dude"

and

"dude...i'm coming to you for help...i can't break this on my own...i've slipped back into drugs..and i'm smoking now..i drink too...a really need you as a friend...i know that you will be upset at me...but i have no one else who can really help me...i beat myself up at how much of a hypocrit i am...and i feel terrible...so i am begging you for your help man..."

 

First off Jason and i were really good friends...like REALLY good.  And now were arent because of these things called weed and alcohol.  Jason first started loosing all his friends when he did it once.  I even pulled him aside in a class and tried talking to him about it and he seemed to listen. So everyone thought he had stopped.  Next thing i know jason is begging me too help him...again.  At first at school i just kinda tell him its stupid and stuff like that, being a friend type of thing.  Next thing i know he is saying shit behind my back on how i am a hypocrite. He said that because when i was 15 i smoked weed a little.  I got out of it about a month later and i guess since i was trying to help a friend from screwing up any part of his life, im the bad guy.  He says that i took him under my wing or some shit.  Since when am i all bad ass or whatever to be takeing anyone under my wing.  And if he had been under my wing then how the fuck did he get into drinking and drugs.  i was walking and nate thorn  had said my name so i turn around and jason thinks im talking to him all of a sudden. so i told him, "why would i be talking to you stoner".  After talking to nate he says that hes not. So I used an example of "a slut is one who sluts" and then told him that "a stoner is one who gets stoned, so that makes you a stoner."  Now if this offended him then why would he keep smoking and selling it now as well.  He might deny it but a very very reliable source(dont what them fighting cause the other person is cool) told me he still does and infact just got caught by his parents. So jason cut the shit and quit smokeing maybe you might get some friends that are not other stoner and who are going somewhere in life...cause right now even those "friends" talk shit on you.

Jason also needs to become himself again...not me...And no people im not saying that i invented any style or anything cause i DIDNT.  When teachers ask you why you dress like someone then it must be getting pretty bad.  Jason also told this source that he dresses like me and lies about going to concerts that i would like to go to just to impress me and make me forgive him for the drugs...REALITY CHECK JASON...its fuckn anoying and embarassing having a fuckn drugging looking almost exactly like me, but fater, walking around school and down hallways close to me.  FUCKN PIECES Of SHIT LIKE YOU MAKE PEOPLE LIKE ME LOOK BAD!!!!

 

So....jason be your self, quit lieing to everyone, and quit the fuckn drugs...cause when you fuck your life up too bad there is no turning back or relying on old "friends" that cared about the funny, church going, non drug using jason. 



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